I have no desire to enter the Pacific Ocean. I thought I did, before I arrived on its shores. Now, as I watch the frothing waves splatter against mussel-covered boulders lining the Ponto Beach jetty, cold wind and cold water spraying the sun-drenched California coastline, my desire has disappeared. The power of the sea is beautiful and intimidating in the way many great things are.
The features of the American West are like this--grand, to put a word on it. My sister and I began to notice it as soon as we left San Antonio for our westward drive. The plateaus and white cliffs of the Texas Hill Country provide huge vistas just outside town. They invite travelers westward through a dry, rolling landscape into the fathomless desert southwest.
In the Sonoran desert of Arizona, we walked under arboreal saguaro cacti dozens of feet tall and hundreds of years old. Evolved to thrive in an environment characterized not by lack of rainfall but lack of distributed rainfall, a place where the annual water supply pours from the sky only during summer monsoons, the saguaro skeletons are remarkably wood-like and their habitat remarkably lush for a desert.
The chalky rocks turn into sand after crossing the Colorado River in Yuma, AZ. Wavy dunes are cut by canals ferrying water to thirsty cities and a black wall separating dust from more dust. Both projects look futile in comparison to their surroundings. The wind swirls sand constantly, littering it across the asphalt, the lonely buildings, slowly and inevitably covering everything.
The desert ends amidst the piled granite rubble, towering mounds of enormous boulders looking like pebbles from afar, that comprise the eastern slopes of the Laguna Mountains. This side is fully in the rain shadow; not a drop of water is present in the area. Summit the cloudy peaks and the effect is clear. The land is scrubby chaparral as it races down to the Pacific, increasingly filled with people and palm trees until the continent ends and only water remains.
The American West is newer in our national history and its features are raw: sparse populations dot an expanse of desert, coastline, true mountains, high plains, and evergreen forests, all unimaginably vast in their own right. This must have something to do with its grandiosity. The nature is big, and the people live under its glory. Humanity seems small here.